Philadelphia
- The Doors
It was, I
believe, the summer of 1967. August, as I recall. I was 15 years old.
I was the rhythm guitarist and singer in a local band called Thuh
Sqwamps (that's how we spelled it!) Our organist Steve's, Uncle Jerry
owned a record store in downtown Philadelphia, and also dabbled in
artist management and concert promotion. He and his partner managed a
band called The Nazz, which featured a brilliant young guitarist and
writer named Todd Rundgren. The Nazz used to rehearse in the loft that
was the upstairs of the record store at 16th
and Chestnut Street (it's not there any longer.) Steve and I, and
different Sqwamps, used to sit on the floor of the loft and watch
these "big kids" rehearse. They were actually cutting an
album for a real label, which we thought was so cool!
Uncle Jerry knew we were hip
to all of the new music, and he used to give us new releases like
"We Ain't Got Nothing Yet" by The Blues Magoos, "I Had
Too Much to Dream" by The Electric Prunes and "Incense and
Peppermints" by The Strawberry Alarm Clock for our opinions. One
day Steve brought us each a copy of a new album Uncle Jerry had given
him for us: "See what you think of these guys." It was The
Doors' first album, which featured "Light My Fire,"
"The End," "Soul Kitchen" and all of the other
amazing songs and sounds that added to the creative fire that was the
60's rock scene. Well, we were blown away by the music we heard.
Uncle Jerry told us that he
and his partner were bringing The Doors to Philadelphia at the end of
the summer, because they got them for a good price and it seemed like
they were going to be a hot commodity (good call, Uncle Jerry!). Also,
he figured he could put The Nazz in as the opening act to get them
some performing experience and get some buzz going on them. Another
good move. Uncle Jerry wanted to know if we would like to be ushers at
the show. "Ushers? Cool! What do we have to do?" Well, we'd
be in charge of taking tickets and showing people to their seats. And,
could we get there early and maybe help The Nazz and The Doors with
their equipment? Cool! Sure! We certainly had enough experience
hauling, setting up and wiring gear, so that wouldn't be a problem.
They were even set to use the same kind of Bogan P.A. system that we
used.
On the day of the gig Steve,
our drummer Mitchell, and I showed up at Town Hall on North Broad
Street (my father drove us there and dropped us off). Town Hall had
not been previously used as a rock concert hall. Most of the bigger
acts played The Electric Factory, The Trauma or even The Second Fret
or The Main Point. However, Town Hall was an inviting place with a
nice stage. We were appropriately dressed to usher. I clearly remember
that I wore a gray herringbone sport jacket (Beatle-style, natch),
black knit tie, white shirt, black pants and Beatle boots. The other
guys were similarly dressed, we being rock musicians and such. The
Nazz had gotten there before we did. Tommy, the drummer, had a kit
that was creatively covered in a Scotch plaid material. Stookey, the
singer-keyboardist, had a big Hammond B-3 and Leslie cabinet that,
mercifully, had already been set up onstage, too. Todd and the bass
player, Carson, had their big amps plugged in, too. I recall them
being Acoustics. Someone said, "The Doors are pulling up."
We walked across the stage and out the stage door, and looking down
the street to our left, saw a blue and white Volkswagen minivan coming
down the narrow alley. It pulled to a stop at the stage door. I don't
recall who was driving, but I remember three very nice fellows, who I
clearly recognized form the album, stepped out of the van and greeted
us. Ray, Robbie and John looked amazing - long hair (we dressed cool,
but our folks still made us have fairly respectable haircuts!),
scarves, velvet jackets, bell-bottoms, boots and, of course, Ray wore
those ultra-cool wire spectacles. And, this was just to drive
to the gig! Jim, however, was nowhere in sight.
The Nazz and The three Doors
discussed logistics, and it was decided that John Densmore would use
Tommy's drums since they were already set up, and the amps could be
used, as well. The Nazz were agreeable, so all Steve, Mitchell and I
had to carry in were Ray Manzareck's organ and bass keyboard and an
extra amp for the organ. Robbie Krieger carried his guitar case,
planning to plug into Todd's amplifier. It was all very agreeable. We
walked to the back of the van, popped the back door, and gasped three
at once! There was Jim Morrison, sound asleep in the back of the van,
lying across the equipment. We carefully pulled things out from around
him, and he ultimately came to. I had never seen anyone who was
actually stoned at that point in time, but Jim clearly was not of this
world. He was very sluggish, but very kind and friendly. He gave us a
big smile and a hello. We greeted him back. He eventually followed us
into the theatre, floating behind us.
All of the equipment got set
up. I was eyeing the keyboard set-up, having never seen a real Vox
organ in person before.Ray saw me, and said, "Sit down." I
sat behind Ray's organ. His glasses were laying on the top of the Vox
and I stared at them. He said, "Wanna try them on?" I said,
"Yeah! Can I?" What a cool guy he was to such a young rock
fan! I remember feeling like he was like a cool big brother. I sat
there behind Ray Manzarek's keyboard rig, wearing his hip wire frame
glasses, and pretended I was playing "Light My Fire." It was
so, so cool!
The theatre doors eventually
opened, and about 75 hippies floated in to hear The Doors. Even though
"Light My Fire" had been a chart hit for about two months,
there wasn't really much of a turnout. I don't know if the show had
been poorly advertised, or if The Doors were just so erudite that they
attracted, at that time, a small, art crowd. We sort of collected
tickets, exchanged peace signs and "wow, mans," and showed
people to seats they never occupied. It seemed most people chose to
sit on the floor, or lounged against the walls. A few took seats,
putting their legs up on the seat in front. It was all very laid back,
and very comfortable.
Our job done, we sat back to
cheer on The Nazz. They came out looking very psychedelic - flowing
paisley shirts, scarves, striped bell-bottoms, Edwardian jackets and
such, all purchased from The Lions Den, a tres chic store on Walnut
Street, where Thuh Sqwamps also bought their latest stage clothes. We
felt very validated seeing as how the "big kids" sanctioned
our outfitters!
The Nazz went on to fame with
brilliant tunes such as "Hello, It's Me, "Wildwood
Blues" and more amazing music, and Todd Rundgren's contributions
are, of course, legendary. But, on that mild summer evening, they were
a group of young guys trying to find their faces. I grimaced as The
Nazz did dance steps - I'm talking Motown-style dance steps, as
performed by white guys who couldn't, and shouldn't, have been doing
them - as they sang "Ooh, Baby, Baby." It was really weird!
The rest of their set was pretty good, though, and I was relieved.
Their new act was met by moderate applause.
Then, it was time for The
Doors. The lights were dimmed as the guys took the stage. Jim wore
what he had been wearing in the van - black boots, black leather
pants, and a black and purple suede and leather jacket over a
cream-colored ruffled crepe shirt that was tucked in but un-buttoned.
He looked amazingly hip, and he also looked incredibly warm. It wasn't
a typically hot August night, but it certainly wasn't leather-weather!
He dripped sweat throughout the entire show, ultimately taking off his
jacket. I, personally, felt relieved.
At the end of the first song,
Jim asked that the spotlight be turned off - it was burning his eyes…
The rest of the set was the most amazing display of performance art I
think I've ever seen since. Certainly, I had never seen anything like
it at the time. The Doors were absolutely brilliant, squeezing sounds
out of their instruments, the likes of which I'd never heard performed
live. Remember - they had no bass player. Ray played left-handed bass
on a little two-octave keyboard unit (Carol Kaye told me she played
bass on the single of "Light My Fire." She's a brilliant
musician and a major player in the 60's scene. I certainly have no
reason to doubt her, and I am indebted to her for her contributions
and her generosity in sharing her experience with me. But I have to
tell you - The Doors sounded the same live as they did on the album,
the bass tones being no exception.) It was the darkest, most
profoundly eerie music I had ever heard. And it was completely and
totally enjoyable.
The audience was in ecstasy
(not doing Ecstasy, as that was not around. But I don't think
they were exactly only "high on life" that evening!) It was
a magnificent night. I can still hear the music, feel the strange
thrills, smell the incense and remember the overall good vibes and
kindness that permeated the entire experience. At the end of the show,
Steve, Mitchell and I helped the bands break down their gear. A girl I
knew had been there, and she came onto the stage. We walked to the
back where the scrims were folded, and she suddenly screamed. I looked
down to see what had startled her, and there was Jim Morrison, sound
asleep on the folded backdrops! I don't recall how he got into the van
to leave, but I also don't remember saying goodbye to him. The others
were very grateful for our help. They thanked us as we and The Nazz
bid them goodbye. They were headed to, I believe, Washington, D.C. (or
maybe New York City?), for another show the following day.
That experience changed and
enhanced much of my musical outlook, and the sound and performance of
our band. The Doors, even as unknowns, were a powerful artistic
experience. I was personally saddened to hear of the death of Jim
Morrison a mere four years later, and I have the kindest memories of
the rest of the band. I wish them well, and I thank them, and Uncle
Jerry, for the music, the experience and the memories.
© Robert Rush, 2000
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